totally forgot i still have lj

Date:	2007-05-28 14:25
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Mood:	cheerful

graduation tomorrow.......FINALY

boredom and a str8ner = this  

Date:	2007-04-15 01:26
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Mood:	sleepy

ok so my spainsh SUCKS......i think its cuz im not confident speaking it but for 7 hours a day i get to speack it ahhhh 

Date:	2007-03-26 22:31
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Mood:	blah

too many thoughts and 1 big as headache

Date:	2007-03-03 23:55
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Mood:	amused

lalalalallalala...my life is boring i need many things i dont have and now im off to do more boing thing YAY me

Date:	2007-02-12 20:06
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Mood:	energetic

i haVE 2 PEE.......WEEEEEEEEE

Date:	2007-02-04 19:07
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Mood:	content

so many words want to come out but i dont no how to say them....about every thing my family my friends my life.....well for starters whether i no it or not but i read wat u wrote all the time i no u said u wrote it ot of angry but i think its wats helping me get by and when i get close it pops in my head and i back away...i no that i still care bout u ....nut u dont c it from my side.....2nd i need a job so bad ahhhhh....i dont like stayin home and doing nothin.....theres more but its the same crap just differnt days

Date:	2007-01-21 22:42
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Mood:	hopeful
Music:	plumb-cut

this weekend ive done alot of thinkin.i turned off my phone and i pretty muched talked to only 2 ppl. 4 once in my life i stopped focusin  on everyone else and did stuff for my self..and i liked it..yea there were time i thought about u and i wanted to call but i didnt and i didnt let it stop me from wat i was doing... ashley came over and we went out we've thought out goin away for a weekend no phone no ppl just hang by the beach....i think i might do it with or without her.....so ive realized im not gettin any younger and i am grewin up even if other dont think i am...i no wat i want out of life i no wat i want out of a relationship...i pretty much no wat i want i just have to go out and get it.....ive definitly changed over the years just no one has every takin the time to c....im thinkin of leavin after i finish school go back to new york or somewhere other then here...a chance to start new.

Date:	2007-01-11 18:35
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Mood:	rejected

hahahah todays nation break up day.....i find it funny.....oh well...y cant things just be how they were b4 all this when were happy and there were not tears no problems....i no why cuz thats life...i just hope u get what u want in the end......in a happier note my sister gave birth...but the baby didnt make it so there a funaral soon.....wat turned out as a good week just went down in the pooper........gunna go crawl up in  a hole and never come out............its amaazin how ons day u can b at ur highest and i the next ur lowest......it amazin how the mind works. and it amazin that no matter wat efforts i make i still lose the things i love....i just need to keep my mind busy thing will happen as they happen and i can deal with it..not matter how painful.....cuz remeber i adapte to make others happy

HAPPIEST FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE OMG!!!!!!!!

Date:	2006-12-22 19:09
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ahhhh  my grandmas here kill me now

Date:	2006-11-19 21:58
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Mood:	cold

IM HOME FINALY...only to get ready to leave again in 3 days....well i just got back from my brothers wedding...and whille many many many things went wrong as with a normal....over all every1 had lots of fun and yes i took pics...but that only way ur gunna c them is if u ask

Date:	2006-11-11 23:50
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Mood:	crushed

im not gunna call u out or say bad shit about u cuz truthfuly i have nothin bad to say....i just want u to no i understand that u want ur space i wont bug u ne more i wont call u talk to u...or do nething that has to do wit u i understand fully that u dont want me....just no that if u do ever need me that ill be here and i could never hate u but u can do as u please

Date:	2006-11-04 23:30
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soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy....cant FALL ASLEEP.......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Date:	2006-10-29 18:38
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Mood:	crappy

done done done done done done done done done done...and DONE....with it all

Date:	2006-10-20 08:26
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Mood:	gloomy

no words no thoughts

Date:	2006-09-30 20:51
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Mood:	dorky

8 months yay us ............love u baby





Eyes Blue
by Angela Kiele

Who are you
With eyes so blue?
Who could this be
Looking at me?

Where are you from
And how did you come?
Why do you care
And why are you there?

I've seen you before
I just cannot ignore
The way you make me feel
Though I wonder if it is real

Voice in my head
"I love you," it said
Was it fake?
Oh, am I truly awake?

How did you know
Where I would go?
How could this be
That you followed me?

After all that has happened
No need to pretend;
It just grew and grew
This love I feel for you

Date:	2006-09-27 18:28
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Mood:	chipper

the world wood like to welcome joshua andrews alamo......8 pounds 8 ounces.....YAY

Date:	2006-09-18 20:38
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Mood:	cheerful

tell me lies
take my life
im done with bleeding
im done with living